Heartache
Clover — A love story, vol. 1
In 2020, I met the love of my life. He didn't.

⚠ Warning. This playlist may not be appropriate for those who struggle with depression.

📏 Duration. Approximately 2 hours 20 minutes.

🗒 Notes. This project was originally created with Spotify and being that Spotify uses Musixmatch for their lyrics feature, the lyrics provided will use that service if they are available. Otherwise an alternative (e.g. Genius) will be provided. I also recognise that not everyone has a subscription for Spotify so as a result, all songs have a YouTube Music alternative.

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# Album Art Title Artist Listen Lyrics
1 It's You Ramzi
2 Conversations in the Dark John Legend
3 Tonight I Wanna Cry Keith Urban
4 You Are The Reason Calum Scott
5 From Where You Are Lifehouse
6 Slipped Away Avril Lavigne
7 Happiest Year Jaymes Young
8 This Is Not Goodbye Sidewalk Prophets
9 Air I Breathe Globus
10 How I'm Feeling Now Lewis Capaldi
11 In a Heartbeat Ryan McMullan
12 Wait for Me Theory of a Deadman
13 Say Anything Good Charlotte
14 Chocolate - Demo Snow Patrol
15 Chasing Cars Snow Patrol
16 Burning Lewis Capaldi
17 Dancing On My Own Calum Scott
18 Who Am I to Stand in Your Way Chester See
19 Trying My Best Anson Seabra
20 You Say Boyce Avenue
21 Broken Lifehouse
22 I Want You Anyway Jon McLaughlin
23 The Pretender Lewis Capaldi
24 Demons Imagine Dragons
25 My Life Imagine Dragons
26 My Escape Ravenscode
27 Anywhere But Here SafetySuit
28 Tomorrow Avril Lavigne
29 Things I'll Never Say Avril Lavigne
30 Without You Here The Goo Goo Dolls
31 Not In That Way Sam Smith
32 God Damn You're Beautiful Chester See
33 Your Guardian Angel The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
34 Best I Can Art Of Dying
35 Luck to Know You SayWeCanFly

Questions & Answers

Growing up, I learned from observing my sister that a healthy way of managing emotional distress was to turn one's trauma into something creative. She wrote poetry. I attempted to handle my unrequited love by making this playlist. Unfortunately, it has not brought me solace.

Track 20.

As of right now, this is the only playlist I have compiled about this part of my life.

This playlist was the byproduct of my trauma. To plan for another would be to plan for more trauma. He and I haven't spoken since 5 November 2023 and I doubt that will ever change. Even if it did, the circumstances would not — he doesn't feel the same. Why put myself through that again?

I will always love you.